5punk

yes, I need ti rant, rrantm rant.


grrrrrrrrrrr. people, I fucking hatwe them, yes I do, grrrrr, wankers, yes.

well as some may know, and some may not, a friend of mine passed away on saturday, not a close friend anymore, but i will miss her. but its soo fucking annoying, everywhere you look, she was my bes friendm, we were best friends, blah, blah, blah. is it now cool to friends with the recently deceased. grrrr, this drives me insane. as we all know, wednesday night, they will be back out as if nothing happened, after they've had a cry and an excuse to party.

I think if that happened to me, I will rise from my grave and give them the finger,m as I think I will be happier than them that I'm gone.

I have also started suffering from migrainesm, right now, I think I want to shoot myself, but so, i've had a rant, might add some more later, but heres to a new week.

and my ex is screwing with my head, will someone kill her for a beer? please? but I really do miss her, and yes, I am now on my way to slit-my-wrists.com

The crocodile tears thing is common when someone dies, and it makes me sick, too. Most of them will have forgotten about them in a year, whereas you wont.

Let it all out man. Goosfraba, goooooosfrasba.

yes they make me sick.

I will always remember her as innocent little Kat who I met at the skatepark with my mate Jordan, when I was about 14 and she wanted some weed, and she had just brought some girl boxers with funny pictures on them, and he put them on, tucked his trousers inside them,put the bottom of his t-shirt ttrough the top and went skaeing around being rude to people, good times, good times. but like most people from before I was 16 I lost contact with, and I've sene her a few times in the past couple of years. I had no idea that she was ill, if I had, I would of made more of an effort to see her, as it was only recently I had thought abotu giving her a call and seeing if she wanted to come for a drink.

But although its upsetting to think about her now, I know the memorys will bring a smile to my face in later years.

While I was at school a friend of mine died, not my best mate but someone we hung around with every now and again, there were a hell of a lot of people at his funeral, a lot of people I'm pretty sure he never even talked to at school, I'm not saying they didn't have the right to be there but it just felt a little strange.

It doesn't matter what other people say about them or how much they pretend they were best mates, as long as you remember them you shouldn't concern yourself with the others, It's just a waste of time and rage which is surely much better directed at BEEF!

One of my actual best friends passed away 2 and a half years ago, there were a lot of people doing the same thing as you're describing now, but I guess for the family just then.. thats really what they want to see, how popular they were, and how everyone will miss them even if they don't always think back about him. It would make that day much easier to pass, if his 5-10 good friends turned up, it'd seem kinda disappointing, much rather have 50-100..

Oh also, what beer are you offering for knocking her off?